I guess the first entry came after such a long break... this is 2014 and the last entry was in 2009... That's long! But I've realized that I need to be more expressive and more forthcoming... Throw negativity and embrace life... Let's hope this keep up...
the year 2009.
a year that can never be erased from my mind.
A year of learning, yearning, heartbreaks, love, sorrows and the art of redemption..
many things happen and yet one can only learn from the happenings.
For me realizing the importance of my whacky lil sis is one thing but missing her is a huge thing.
Come to think of it, my family is a small family and i have only one sibling and letting her go was definitely the hardest part. From national service to moving over to the Philippines... one huge step far away... and i all alone again....
Work became tougher but I never knew that things could be much more stressful that i thought it would be. those late nights and making my parents worried (they don't stop worrying do they)
some how or rather, i guess i was integrated in my routine of classes and work... no time for social life.. no time for whatsoever. weekdays work and weekends class.... but it was worth it in the end...
Love.. something i tot i had...something i wished for, turned into an ugly affair. Something I'm still holding on...something i'm still trying to discover and absolutely trying to cope and learn..
thank god for the poor creature who's patient like hell... :P
Graduation... something i wished for and yet when it happen it wasn't as loud as i wanted it to be....i guess it was dampened by the above stated factor... but still i was there wearing that darn hat and it took me a while to realise all my efforts and hardwork....wished i could have done it better but nevertheless it was bitter sweet....
ohh weell i could go on and on about 2009 but deep down i know that it was a year of self discovery.... i rest my case.... here's to a wonderful 2010...
P/S: No photo op this time.....
happy new year.... i know it's a bit too late for that but nevertheless hope you all had a great new year.... welll 2009 didn;t really start off with the right note for me and i'll tell ya why.....
1) Leaving my old dept@ HBIB
oh man.... this is sad...i've been in HBIB since April 2007 and to leave them for finance.....gosh.... it's really painful...all those good times and bad times are definately something i cherished a lot....
it was so sweet of them to have a farewell party for me.....tooo bad they got a gift which i already have........they got me the second installment of the Twilight saga a.k.a New Moon which Nizam has already got me for my Xmas gift....It was funny..... seeing their reaction..oooh wellll Goodbye HBIB and i'm definately going to miss ya..... Jey even got me a furry purse and another snowglobe......:) missing the time where i could wake as late as 9pm when my work starts at 3pm!
p/s : not really missing them...cause i'm going to see most of them at the HBIB dinner on 11th January 2009....yippeee
2)Going to a new dept @ HDPM finance
This is a nightmare...I know i eventuallly would have to end up in finance...but the nightmare has just begin.... I'm the first indian to move over to thesub dept of finance which is the business strategy dept.... lolz..;) the work load is a lot since it;s closing time now and i hardly have time to stop and think about where this entry goes and all........sigh...plus i wake up extremely early like 6pm in the morning andcome back really late....sad huh...that's life....!! Hopefully thigs can change....
3) Missing my sister,Aneera
She was suppose to go for the 2nd batch of NS but in the end she manages to secure herself into the 1st batch.....:( She got posted at Banting camp which wasn;t that bad since it;s 1 1/2 hour drive away...not too bad... but after leaving her at the camp on 04/01/08....the house has been really quiet....i missing her a lot.... and mum and dad misses her even more... I admit i'm not really a noise maker at home...[honest....i do no that ya'll must be thinking i'm crazy...but at home i'm a quiet person unlike my boisterous personality outside of the house]....so...my sister is the noise maker at home...annoying ppl and all...sigh..the house really is too quiet at the moment....mssing her a lot....
freaking hell....i need to figure out what's wrong with my streamyx connection...something is really wrong.... i'm currently using the internet kiosk at my office to blog...[which explains the reason there's no picture in this post.....stupid no attachment policy].... hope i'll be better 2molo
first up my xmas wishes and all a very happy new year 2008 ended real fast than i expected it to be... anyway on the eve of xmas i was carolling in my office..can't you believe it? me singing out loud in my manly voice....lol.. i ended up getting sore throat after that.. the company gave us a box filled with assorted chocs which was delicious...i think i still have them in the fridge.. anyway i even got xmas gifts..thanks dev for the bracelet.. i never exactly expected him to get him a gift.... for those clueless ppl out there dev is my working colleague...a guy who always hides my water bottle, my organiser, and my calendar...actually almost everything single thing on my table.. and NO he's not some 17yr school leaver ....he's actually same age with me....he does that for fun actually...THANKS DEV.... i'm so gonnna miss ya.. oh yeah thanks to ole nizam for my xmas gift...stephanie meyers 's new moon.......YIPEE.....
well the holidays started of with trip to wet world in shah alam on xmas....exactly i have no idea why my parents decided to go there on a public holiday...tagging along were my 3 lovely cousins and one lanky 'small' boy! yup..they obviously had tons of fun splashing there...MUAH?! pls the crowd there and the over-the-top-clorin is too much for my liking....after that we headed to the tman tasek shah alam....it was pretty cool...check out the shots below
hmm... exams are horrible as usual.. i took a week of from my work to study...bummer.. well exam was hell and i felt horrible..
forget bout it... anyway... the next day after my exam.my family and i went to watch Surya's latest movie VARANAM AAYIRAM..damn it was a good movie... full of surya licious..my family enjoyed...right after that my sis and i went for a second movie...
TWILIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i can't help it.....it's madness.....
the movie was great...it was worth RM9 just for feasting ur eyes on the guys...robert whatever is so hot on the screen..i can't believe the same guy played cedric diggory in harry potter...
darn.... anyway the guys were great..i mean it each and every guy even the vampire villain..
oh yeah the movie is about a normal mortal girl falling in love with a 117 yr old vampire.
here's a shot from the movie on the cullens @vampire family
on saturday i was cleaning the house with my sis and then on sunday we went on a shopping spree.. like i said i HATE SHOPPING....my sis made most of the decisions for me... hooray for her...sigh.. i know i know.. i have not exactly been posting for a long long time... too many things croped up... shocking relevations... unscrupulous exploitations[that's me...here i'm talking about] thanks to mum and a bunch of my frens + colleagues... i'm starting to feel better...
anway... deepavali came and went.. i was at work... can you believe that?? well i did took the day off but then it was for stupid mock exam... i mean why in the freaking world would you have exams after diwali?? sigh.. i rest my case..
and then there was the high volume of work in the account opening dept.. but for god sake i have my own work to think about.... can't they at least let me finish my own work first??
oh well.. it's a cruel world of there and if i can't cope here... england is going to be a hell of a place...
allright guess i'm done with my rambling off with some pictures.. nd i do hope i can blog more... i really do..it's just ive been too busy i suppose
here's some pictures from my ex-trainee's wedding..
HAPPY MARRIED LIFE MHATHEVI!
Max [quite a looker] and the chris daughtry look-alike Thiagu. 
Last but ot least mHATHEVI dear..... i can't believe she's married just like that.jpg)
